Monday, October 24, 2011 | 1:35 AM | 0 comments
Look here dude, what I don't understand, and probably won't ever understand, is why you'd have to talk behind my back, telling others things about me. It may be true, it may not be. But the bottom line is, this is my privacy, and would you mind respecting my privacy? Oh right, you don't give a shit about respect. How could I have been so naive? Why did I believe all the shit you said? I should've known it was all lies. I should've known it was all that was needed to be said to get me. You know what? I'm stooping down to your level, and right here, right now, I am talking behind your back. But what makes me a better person that you are? What makes me a bigger person that you are? Is that I don't talk to people we both know and etch a lie in the mind. I don't try to put images in their mind so as to change a perspective of a person. In school, seeing you is already torture okay? But you had to barge into my life, even though there was already a "You better leave me alone" sign. But you still look into every single corner, and then now, you're in my CCA, telling my members lies about me, and they probably think that that is the truth, seeing how they're treating me now and how influential you can be when you want to. For goodness sake! Leave me alone! Recently I was trying to be the bigger person and forget our past once and for all, but because you previously etched a lie in my friend's mind, she keeps reminding me about it! And now I know, that it is harder for me to forgive you. Easy said, hard to be done. Surely, men and women have their differences, but apparently now, it's hard for me to see clearly who you really are. I'm a person with feelings okay? And my life is probably screwed by you. Your happiness for my misery, is that what you wanted? I can be mean sometimes, I can be a total bitch. I try to not talk to you, try to avoid you because I know I'll be that bitch. But you talk and talk and talk, and when I say mean things, you go about scolding me and telling everyone. I'm not a celebrity that needs her life to be publicized. And you're not a paparazzi. But do keep that job open for your future, I'm sure you'd be a big hit. I try to be the good person, I don't like being mean because after that I'd feel guilty. But I won't hesitate when you cross the line. Now I don't even wanna talk to much to my CCA members because I don't want to make any thing worse. Since their perspective of me is that, then let it be. I don't need people who don't believe me who I am. I don't need to brainwash them to think I am a nice person. They have eyes to see if for themselves. And if they can't, I'll pray for them. You might wanna do something about yourself too though, God will punish the ones who do evil deeds. But I'll pray for you too. In hope you'd come to your senses soon. 