Friday, October 14, 2011 | 12:27 AM | 0 comments
I lied.I'm sorry I can't keep to my promise,
I'm sorry you felt that way before,
I'm sorry I felt that way before,
But if you ask me,
I won't be able to tell you the truth, because I don't want you to get hurt anymore,
and I know it's my fault before that you were hurt.
But in the end, my one and only question to you is that,
"Do you still...
Feel the same way you did before?"
Perhaps my answer to you, you'd hope it was a no,
but would you have ever thought that maybe it was a yes?
I can't say for sure which is my truthful answer, because I'm so confused.
I'm sorry for getting our lives stuck in the moment.
But perhaps you have unglued yourself from that situation and moved on,
Whereas I'm still stuck in that same position,
Having no courage to move on.
You may say that you don't want me to feel affected this way,
But I tell you this,
No one can change how I think
Because I am who I am,
and Alyssa is the kind of girl that knows for sure that no one is able to change her thinking.
At least in this case,
Because advice had been given,
But yet I'm still stuck in quicksand,
In fact, I'll soon be drown in it.