Monday, October 3, 2011 | 4:13 AM | 0 comments
Hihi, it's time for a new update. I just need a place to vent frustrations and stuffs WITH NO WORD LIMIT 'cause twitter doesn't give me that chance.My blogskin is about 2 years old, but it's still really nice. Simple and plain. After all, simplicity is the best, isn't it? Why want so much drama in life too anyway. Makes life too complicated.
Well, firstly, I wanna wish my cousin Good Luck for his PSLE, I doubt you will fail because I believe in you. Even if the world's against you, I'd be here, but you're still too young for that talk, not that I wanna be a nagging mum but just so you know. And dude, stop hitting me! It hurts!
Secondly, pray hard for all the Sec3s taking EOY. We're all in this together, we'll all promote right? I hope to see or in any case I know I'll see those familiar faces I love. (Yikes, so mushy.)
Well, time for the venting-out-your-frustration part.
I miss Trinity. :( Haven't been able to go for weeks because I had to go pray to my Grandfather, who is said to have left this world already because the 尾期 is over. I have no idea what that is all about, just flow with the wind.
Life is like a emotional roller coaster. (and it doesn't helps that I'm a very emotional person too!) The people who sit on this ride with you, and go through all the obstacles with you are your friends. Here to back you up whenever right? WRONG.
It's not like we haven't heard of "fake friends", "fake smile", fake everything. Getting to know people, getting near people just to use them, then hurt them, and then throw them away. You know what? I feel exactly like that, okay. PS. This isn't directed at any of my friends, just so you know, I'm just saying in general.
Ever since secondary school perhaps the world has changed. The people I know now, aren't like any of those in my Primary school.
Then there is the fact that I lived barely 1/4 of my life but I have already made countless mistakes that led to regret, remorse. The feelings that I hate most. I mean like, I'd rather feel sad that regret and blah blah.
And then of course I know that there are people who are really, genuinely treating me nice, which I am thankful for.
It isn't as bad as it seems, they say. Yeah? Well, you wanna switch lives with me?
I can't seem to find that friend where he/she would lend me their listening ear and just sit there quietly, letting me talk, but could understand too. And I look around me and find that, many of the people I know found them already, so why only me, right? I'm not trying to complain or anything, it's not like I've not been living like this for years, right? Probably a little immune, but they're feelings that, in a way, can be remembered.
I'm not looking for sympathy or pity, 'cause I definitely do not need one, but sharing your feelings on a blog isn't illegal anyway, so yah.
Well, that's all. I love the nature of a blog.
And I will be TRYING to keep this blog alive.