Crushes and love. What is the difference?

To be honest, I don't know.

Made a mistake?

Blinded. Didn't search up the meaning of those two words that can make a hell of a difference.

Do I look back?

Maybe.

But only to look into my past mistakes, hoping to never make the same ones again.

Then I look at the future, do I need a certain somebody in it?

Lastly, I look into the present, and then i discover, who I really need and don't.

But sometimes it's a little too late.

It's too late to apologize, 'cause things ain't gonna be the same.

Desperate.

Lost.

But then, there's hope.

I always look to hope, try to make a change.

But I tried and tried, and I come to realize, that the person who I need, doesn't need me anymore.

Moved on.

So what's the point? Right?

Failed.

I failed, my friend, and myself.

Lost.

I lost a friend, and a friendship.

Regret.

I regretted ever stepping into Chung Cheng.

If I had known I'd cause much pain to people around me, I wouldn't have made the first decision to come here.

I'd rather I experience all the pain I've caused other people than they themselves experiencing the pain I've inflicted upon them.

I'd rather it be me.

Than anyone else.
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